shui boh shui a?

June~ 2011

2011-06-07T01:21:00.002+08:00

Gosh....I haven't even posted my pics on my korea trip which was about 4 months ago. Well, anyway, I have been pretty much packed lately with office work. Don't seemed to be happy about the workflo assigned lately. What more can I say, nor what more can I complain. Just today when I was asked to do a job, of course we would narrow down the pricing to > ok, what's the price. So of course seeing a high-rise would meant..hmm okla this price. Manatau when I open mouth to quote em, he gave me a " oo " coz when I say "super cheap" he seemed not to agree to it. Sigh.... Just today I saw a 3D done by the outside people hunt down by my bos. I was told they quoted $7k for a night scene with a mere 3days to produce. Thats when I refresh my mind about my job to the other firm. 3days too...and the feedback I got was disapointing. To the fact that they expected marketing level paid @ a peanut price. I tried to calm myself by saying "I'm not up to par" but at times it makes you wonder your value worthy or not in this field. Or shall I say, pure luck. Maybe wealth isn't flowing in nicely last year and this year. Back then, any pricing I quoted was an approved thing. No problems at all. Lately..its just people asking for quotes and comparing hard...I have to go back to my price reviews and mark down my prices to fight with students. Imagine it...people goes up with the pricing, I have to narrow DOWN to suit the price for a freelance and to slash prices to be at the students level. Whats wrong with our country? WHats wrong with clients actually? Half year..and I'm not marking any big fees inputting into my account. So what makes a good joy in living this life? without an income nor freelance...i wouldn't even survive with all the debts hovering around my face. The saying goes, Ups & Downs... hope the downs are over and please elevate me to a different level for I have gone thru alot of struggles not seeing any results which can make me have a peace of mind. Its merely a "thankful" situation that kept me from crumbling in this nasty world. Guess we;ll just have to wait and see whats the spinning wheel of luck can I get. At the mean time, I am thankful for the things I have....just a mere frustrated moment to burp out since its soo hard to actually have a proper chat with anyone lately.omitofot...

Christmas soon, then new year, then another year~

2010-12-19T21:41:00.003+08:00

I wish the new year would bring more joy to everybody and all our loved ones. To all who is facing setbacks, I wish your troubles are over and you will find new hope in living this life. To those who are facing greater woes, I wish you speedy recovery and good health, May your life be filled with great people and happiness. I wish everybody a new year and of course a new resolution to exists with joy on this earth. May you remember your humble self and always put your mind to care for those who needs it and stop being selfish. Before we change the world, we've got to change ourself 1st so this little difference in every individual will bring in greater values to humanity. Omitofot be blessed.;) muacks~

heart sweating~

2010-12-19T21:11:00.002+08:00

Every now and then, whenever I received any sms'es, my heart begins sweating. FOr I fear the content would be focused on ***'s doing. Yes its true and very much predicted. To add salt to it, receiving the original copy of ***'s sms...aiyo, painful to read. All the granny stories being poured out, 1 shall answer you, "wa boh khiam lu eh aa!" ..... History repeats itself again. This year already twice , soon, nobody will even be bothered about *** or even care anymore. sigh~ Please make *** change and stop doing all this plea and nonsense selfish act. Your prob, you solve your own. God won't help those who sit and whine and blames the whole world as if everybody is at fault. Gosh...

those who speaks only for themselves

2010-09-27T00:39:00.002+08:00

Need I not say much or was it that my trust on words were breached by others? I guess lady luck doesn't seemed to fancy me and my family. Its always the opposite to what I have described and always when I am there to enjoy it, its always not as enjoyable as compared to when my presence is not there. hmmm... luck again I may say. I guessed saying I am used to it is a norm, but everytime it will inflict a mini scar to it. Learning to be strong one shall say, I think it should be phrased as " learning to be heartless". Again I have gained a new perspective and I will be firm. I guess I should really shut up and do my things. Words shared at times will always be broken and i wished there is a place called the "complain all you can area" and lash out our anger. The least I know I feel safe and I have no fear that these words will be used agaisnt me in the future shall any friendship be awry. Can I do it? I will try to not speak up and keep words in a blog rather than sharing it to others.Mouth to mouth is worst than reading the exact meaning from the author. anyway have a happy life everybody.

hectic august and hopefully smooth sailing afterwards

2010-09-07T23:50:00.002+08:00

Last month was pretty hectic for me. When I am free, I am totally free till I laze around the house feeling down and depressed. August was happy for me as I received 2 job orders , well excited as I am, hey this spells cash~ then when I am there promising acomplishing datelines just to please my new clients, there I have , a bundle of work to rush out for my bosses. Just when you thought, "YES~", there again another big pail of water splashing over me.How are you going to finish up your office work say about 10pm, then go home and rush out the other jobs overnight for the coming 2-3 days. Well that was what I did and I was blown away by all the changes and requirements.....can cry, TIMING TIMING~* at times, live is very much about >luck & timing. If the orientation of these both aligns itself just at the perfect momentum, you get what ppl say "golden opportunity". Oh course its always in the mind ;P hahahahaha But thank god I pulled thru it and of cousrse, I really don't know the outcome from my clients...verdict might be promising or it might be disapointing. Heck, I am used to disapointments lately, so I just goto tell myself, its alright, this one takra, work hard for the next. So because of this, I got myself a new PC and whooping swipe my card ....... adoi card can pecah dy. hahahaha Investment from my side. I will set a target to hibernate...again, I dont dare to plan, just wana stay cool and low and do my things. Being bombarded left and right really left me wounded,its time to heal and time to stay focus. THere's many more to life and I believe it can be done. cheerzz~

big girl liao!

2010-08-17T12:41:00.000+08:00

Officially,my little girl has reached her puberty yesterday. Ohhh time flies~ her first experience and she's dull and lethargic. Its not an enjoyable moment and she doesn't want to dirty her lil' lair. The net says 2 long weeks,well,let's hope she can tahan a week being caged and not be a depressed lil chifafa. Sayang her to bitts. Stay healthy my little Yuna.

What to do?~

2010-08-15T19:51:00.002+08:00

Never want to lose,
Never says a truthful sorry,
Never want to admit to their own wrong-doings,
Never want to understand how other people felt,
Never want to give but always want to take,
Never want to place their mind into other peoples condition,
Never understand the challenges of others, only will know theirs is the top most challenging compared to others,
Never will they have compassionate on others if theirs is not fulfilled,
Never will they care what others look at them if they want to dramatize in public, but will always laugh at you if you do so, no shame >>
Never know how to take peoples heart but only know how to manjaa* for their own request,
Never respect others but expect others to respect them,
Never listen to others experience but only know how to relate solely theirs and will never have pity on others cause they feel theirs is more painful,
Never see them fork out more than what they have, either pretend they have none or just play dumb,
Never will they want to pity others but expect others to pity them,
Never will they be generous unless its to their own advantage,
Never will they stop to think about their own other halves difficulties in hunting for $$ to feed the family,
Never will they give in to 2nd hand items but only wanted NEW goods and always whine non-stop,
Never will they show their appreciation to you and when they do something so called "GOOD" they want you to remember for life! and never FORGET it or not your doomed!
Never will you want to offend this kind of people because they will always skin you alive in front of everybody you ever known.

I have many more to lists but these are just the fundamentals of a certain kind of individuals in this world. I believe you too have met a few. well, What to do hor~*

too loud~

2010-06-30T00:40:00.001+08:00

hahaha officially while I was working, its 12.30am, suddenly my doorbell rang and to my suprise, a guard stood in front. He told me someone complained that the musci was too loud. wow...I am suprised. Maybe cause I opened the window, sliding door, kitchen window and toilet windows that the sound travelled far. Hahahahaha! 1st time ever a sound check. Ok, now its known and I will behave ;) Sorry neighbours~!

stopping~

2010-05-31T10:57:00.001+08:00

its June and I goto be determined to stop. Bear in mind that its costly and not bringing any benefit to anybody at all. So June 1,marks it. Be focused and be firm...you can do it!!

just because~

2010-05-30T20:45:00.002+08:00

just because I seek it doesnt give you the privellage to misconduct the whole work flow.
just because I seemed desperate doesnt permits you to submit comments on the very last minute and pressurize me on how important the job is.

I am tired of all these architects playing around with workforces like they just don't use any of their mind to check and monitor their OWN shit and pass it on to others like nobody's business. Whats the culture coming to? simply do things just to get it done and charge on high rates. while we are being paid cheaply?? Whats is this malaysian culture of not wanting to fight thru the fog and wants easy bite to feed on? all also want a big slice of the pie. everytime things will be marked up by 30% just to feed them for not DOING their work. Its no longer a sincere collaboration but rather just a cheap labour on this end that caters to their very need just because we are desperate. Its unfair....unfair.....

when you look up to the skies~

2010-05-24T17:20:00.004+08:00

when u stare up to the wide blue sky, what's etched on your mind? the world is so huge and big....and its a lonely planet....namingly we have solar systems but we're the only planet thats breeding life forms and humans that can type nonsense just like me ;) I always think, whats so great about money, whats so great about friendship and whats so great about love.....critically speaking, whats really good nowadays? hmmm....i think health and happiness is the greatest pair to be blessed with....

given any chance again......i only want ............

May bangkok resume its peace

2010-05-19T11:09:00.002+08:00

slow down~

2010-05-12T22:54:00.003+08:00

business has been slow lately. felt abit pitiful, but can't let this pithiness drag me down. still as always counter thinking ways and means to attract cash ;) goto refresh reading my book again ;) cheers everyone, everyday is a good day!

the power of the mind~

2010-05-04T20:27:00.003+08:00

I feel happy seeing her positive energy. There's nobody in this world I have met who can bounce up so fast like her. Given any humans, they would need time to step up and face the world. I respect her courage and her strong will to fight it. I have learned from her that we can smile too from all this with a powerful mind. Day by day, I capture many events, stories and happy moments, it enlightens me and I greatly appreciate buddha's blessing. Thank you for teaching me something new again and cherish those whom I've truely feel are friends in my heart.

humanity

2010-05-03T10:14:00.003+08:00

Off recently, just last friday april 30th, i received a news about a collegue. it was a sad news. I couldnt brush it off from my mind thinking that humans are fragile and we can't predict the future. Its nobody's words agaisnt what's already stated in our lifeline. Yes its intriguing to actually barge into that person's house and say comforting words. its not an easy task nor is it easy for the victim to face it. To my suprise, I thought I was feeling sad over the incident and wouldnt want to comment more about it but there are people who can talk about it so casually, when i was thinking she was actually on the intention of caring towards that person. The way she spoke reminded me of my dad's situation where people would just come and say, "he's fat, he didnt eat right, he's this~ he did tat wrong..." bla bla bla... she said that this victim was amongst the risk factor group and she didnt eat the proper way...I was like, come on! anybody can be at risks, anybody can be a victim, it doesnt necessarily spell a must she's at those group that she must fall under threat of being a victim. In my mind, these people have never faced these situations amongst their own family members thats why their verbal use of words are sooo easy & brainless. In my dad's case, my dad was healthy and in good condition but it just happened. Shit just happens. It can happen to anyone...nobody could predict.... a good healthy person can too fall into the category. Don't start judging people and please be humble towards the victim. Being a critical person towards the victim is unfair because you are alright and you never think about the person's feelings. Shut up and do what's necessary, can't do anything, just shut up. I now see a clearer picture and the type of people inside this place. yucks ;P the boundary is on....i wish i meet more people like mr. ip man or even have a hubby like him. akakakaka....alas, omitofot and god bless....

2010-04-20T18:42:00.002+08:00

I found this article on daily uk online. The current state of the volcanic eruptions in Iceland is pretty serious which might actually affect the entire world in the late future. With this, It made me think about the blessings we are showered with. Omitofot..... is it true about 2012? will humans sit back and rethink about the hectic dog fight life we are living in and slow down for a second to cherish mother nautre more~

Here are some facts that enlightened me >>

How long will the volcano remain active?
The simple answer is: No one knows. The last time Eyjafjallokull erupted, in December 1821, it did so for 13 months. Most eruptions of this type are self-limiting; eventually, the volcano literally runs out of steam.
But eruptions lasting months or even years are not unknown. If it keeps erupting - and the winds keep blowing our way - planes could be grounded for the foreseeable future.

Why have the effects been so severe?
Although Eyjafjallokull is not particularly large, and this is not a particularly violent eruption, its volcanic fissures lie under a thick slab of glacial ice, and it is the explosive interaction between the 1,500c lava, the pressurised gases it contains, and the ice which has resulted in such a massive column of ash and smoke, stretching 30,000ft

Can anything be done about it?
In short, no. We will have to wait for nature to run its course. What's more, after initial hopes that the eruption was easing off, the volcano seems to have found renewed vigour.
The real danger is that the eruption, and the associated earthquakes (about one every 40 seconds), will set off the larger, neighbouring.The last major eruption of Katla, in 1918, was ten times larger than this eruption of Eyjafjallokull. Vulcanologists believe the dust cloud from such an event would stretch 14 miles into the sky and persist for months.

Are they the only ones in trouble?
Around all Britain's airports, firms employ tens of thousands of people to clean, refuel and service the planes, to cook the in-flight meals, man the car parks, drive the taxis, staff the hotels and serve coffee and meals.
A week or two will result in manageable losses; if Britain is still grounded in a month, expect lay-offs and closures. If Eyjafjallokull is still erupting in six months then the effect on one of our most successful industries will be catastrophic. African farmers who rely on air-freighted exports to Europe will be hit hardest of all; in Kenya this weekend 400 tons of flowers had to be destroyed.

How has the insurance industry reacted?
Badly, according to many of its customers. A million Britons have been stranded abroad, and the holiday plans of millions more are in jeopardy, but many travel insurance firms have refused to compensate them because their policies often state they do not cover natural disasters.
Virgin Money and Greenbee, the financial services arm of the John Lewis Partnership, have said customers will not be able to claim.

What about food supplies?

Imports of foreign foods such as Kenyan beans and mangetout, Thai mangoes, Tanzanian flowers, Israeli fruit and so on will cease as long as the flight ban continues.

What other effects are there?
The worlds of sport, academia and big business have all been affected by the flight ban.
The organisers of next weekend's London Marathon are looking into the logistics of getting the elite runners to Britain overland.
Many university lecturers are stranded abroad ahead of the summer term and Cambridge University has already postponed its oral language exams due to take place this week because so many academics and students may not be able to get home.
And hundreds of schools across the country could also be forced to cancel crucial GCSEs and A-levels as the ash cloud prevents pupils returning home to take them.

RM100 cash vouchers??

2010-04-19T08:51:00.002+08:00

Goto go home and start hunting, just this morning I searched my bag for the envelope only to find its not there as I expected it to be! Its a redemption from my HSBC card usage, eventough its free but RM100, I could have myself purchasing either a fan or a vacum. Gosh~ I hope its stashed inside my magazine at home...if not..then I think RM100 is again attached with wings...hmm where is it??!

please go away bad vibes

2010-04-14T16:48:00.002+08:00

Like flies, this things always visits and interupts my life like I am a pile of smelly dung*, automatically sucking my positive vibes away and feeding on me. Pure irritation.... These flies, please ward away and don't even thought about spanning your negativity onto me or even others~ keep it all to yourself ;) or find other bad people to inhabit....

Well I ain't any dung* no more, shooo shoo go away bad vibes for I am transforming into a useful fertilizer and seeping thru to enhance growth & to sprout life to form other positive vibes. Enough is enough for I shall not tolerate anymore demands but shall only forget it and do what I can as I will never encourage your presence no more. Go away, drift away, even vanish away from our lives. Don't sow your life with accepting bad vibes, rather, just let it be learnt and forgotten as the pain will always cling onto your life if you do not choose to let it go. ~ Pergi jauh jauh yaa~

abstain from complaining too much~

2010-04-09T14:49:00.002+08:00

dear friends & loved ones,

today is another day buddha is showering its teachings on me. i was totally suprised and sadden by the news. deep down, the person affected is really not into any mood or thoughts of expressing herself but her focus should be on her child. its not easy to come to terms with this case, who could... even i myself doesn't know which appropriate way to approach this friend of ours.....i pray hard to god, to give her hope & shine her with the uttest WILL to be strong for herself & her new family. at times we would complain over petty issues or even whine at things we own. day by day, buddha always reminded me to never repeat that attitude nor feel depress when we are faced with setbacks, of course, setbacks aren't easy to face, but when it comes to health & wellbeing, nothing can ever overcome this topic, not even money. Money is the god & ghost of every human beings, it solves our misery yet adds up to it too. Probably money issues can alwayz be an on-going thing in our lives only thing is to see if your lucky enough to be on the gaining side or losing side. Its just like gambling. But some things doesnt.... I have again pocketed this reminder to never again be a whinner, unhappy person, ego & the worst case = jealous freak! no no. I would rather be a clown and be a happy person to others, let it be as a joker for them to laugh, but the least I can do is laughter to the crowd when we are together. being positive ain't an easy task, but now i have to learn to hold on tightly to this believe. I must always remind myself. to break someones spirit is an easy task or to even be jealous & envious towards our friends and enemies is inevitable easy to do, but will it bring health and money to your side? rather than wasting effort itchy bitching about your contenders or allies everytime in every conversation, why not just keep a mum and depart those topics away. When anger hits us, once we let out after lashing out / even crying, we must try to keep a happy mind of the things we have & are blessed...aside from that, let it be kept in the pandora box. To solve something or not, its not up to us alone most of the time, but rather the understanding of both parties to either sit in to talk it over once and for all , if not, chuck it away as a forgotten past. Lesson learnt and annoying people ignored. Now I have a tendancy to just forget things which are not important to me coz by doing that, I just don't want to be reminded how sadness felt. I want to enjoy present events & of course I look foward to the future but lets just say, I will try my best and not let things be wasted just like that. Upon saying all this long and winding theories... lets us claps our hands together and feel the blessings everytime we earned something nice, be it cheap/free/simple/expensive/etc....just feel its existance and tell yourself, "I am blessed"...to me it works wonders.I hope it does to you too....may our friend be fully recovered and enjoy the life every woman wishes to have! omitofot....

rejection fees

2010-04-02T17:29:00.002+08:00

as hot as I am, there's no room to scream and vent my anger. just this afternoon after months of silent persuasion, I sms my clients assistant to seek information on the payments. She ask of me if I have called her bos, seeing such reply, I rang her bos. To my utter disgust, he scolded me in return on saying my work is like shit and said I didn't do much to the changes. I remembered well I was told to wait for changes since he wanted to add penthouses to the condo. Pending for a while, I thought it was time to bill him. Now he replies as if I am a bloody loan shark chasing for money! come on Alex of OBS!, this is my first phone call to you, don't make it sound like I have always ring and chase after this payment. Before was only a sms, no reply. What angered me was really the attitude and the least since my 3d wasnt accepted, Do have a courtesy to inform me about it & at least I can acept it with a more open heart rather than keep quiet & let me make a fool of myself by billing you!! There's something called rejection fees. There's no such thing as reject without paying up. If you don't intend to pay, at least AT LEAST! just inform me and negotiate on it rather than keeping silent and rudely scold me back for I didn't know whats happening??!! I have worked for many clients, this is one of the worst!! ever.... No more trusting on friends to get a job. Whenever it comes to collection, their asses are up their faces. Is this the way the businnesses goes around? thats what makes the circle breaks & the industry dead because of people like this. I have professional 3D companies who doesnt deliver quality as expected but yet they still charge clients for it and people still payup! I hate this industry where freelancers are not protected, even businesses are not protected because of people like that.

clash of titans

2010-04-02T09:34:00.002+08:00

i like medusa, olympians & myths of the ancient greece. The movie clash of the titans, great 3d effects...but a short too summarized ending. Disapointed with the ending but was thrilled by the overall pickup of the story. .... Zeus~ *

given any chance XD

2010-03-30T15:15:00.003+08:00

given any chance, i would like to :

-create a association for designers welfare & protection. Setup a collection centre for designers~*ahem* . Why should designers be controlled slaves to agencies/groups that doesnt even understand Designs & just uses their mouth to sway left & right >>not to mention their time spent on starbucks and other luxury that makes them look GLAM but inside = kosong*. If they can sell and make big bucks for both parties, okla, but alwayz wana tax a big portion but not working their best to sell, but rather BOW to unreasonable changes. You tapow rice 2 bungkus oso u goto pay 2 bungkus price, eventough its not tasty, U still have to pay, where got buy 1 bungkus & keeps adding "lauk" without additional charges?? siao! people, understand this theoryla.... if u need a designer, use us as consultant, we will adapt to ur needs but if u soo clever have all your own say, then better u do everything ur own way & talk to a contractor directly. easier..... there are times we can adpot your concept and make proper proposals, if its just a copy & budget tight thing, forget it la. Designs are very subjective, it varys greatly, so open up & learn to acept new thingslo.....

-not work under that curly fella again.

-give a punching & paintball session(without armour) on my ex, wack the daylight out of him

-get a good spa treatment & rejuvinate my mental health

-get more chihuahuas!

-vacations & bring family for great outings

-as usual, earn big bucks....and more big bucks~

memory lapse

2010-03-29T16:27:00.003+08:00

When anger fuels someones mind, macam macam words will come out. I know I've poured the wrong word out but its just so tense on that very moment that I blurted** out that word. I can't say I feel guilty on the use of it, but I just can't use any other words to describe his actions. I also know its a harsh word , again, my own error again. Its rude of me and I am remorseful over it. The word used was to scold people whois stuborn & just don't LISTEN to what someone else goto say. Yeah, mom alway says, don't scold others as it might reflect back onto you....aii...hope this won;t fall back onto me~teheee ;) ! I myself am a very forgetful person & pekak (prob due to the daily use of sound blasting headphones haha) n who knows as I age, I might even be a stuborn cow!! [touchwood dun wan a] hahaha we will never know right~? (of kose I pray hard I don't wana become a "mangsatt" ponya person when I age).

Whenever we tend to judge people on their behaviour, have we ever reflect back on ours? It might be true that as people age, they tend to think they know everything~!! and will never want to acept what others goto say. The theory goes as, "eat till old learn till old".I hope and pray that I will age gracefully and charmingly hahaha. People's attitude will change from time to time, change for the better or worst, hard to say, just try to put yourself into their shoes for a minute before you speak your mind ;)

thau thia

2010-03-17T16:22:00.002+08:00

wa rasa la, uu shi hor, wa kalang kong aneh chearr, chin chia liao latt. shii kong haleh mingkia shi eelang tiok, eelang touu aii palang thia, kah UN eelang a simcheng. hor wa lah, uu shi wa chou eh mingkia unnnya misih aneh kantan. boh hamit lang eh UN wa eh shimcheng especially wa chou eh khang khoi 3D. actually when siaksengther, un nya bua hantam hachikiok KANINE.boh lang eh bengpek. tubeh khii chileh model asii chileh development, exactly siangka chileh 1st hand contractor. mm shi 2D but 3D. kekhiwa. wa ehh ah thau no.2 "S" , aneh kuan eh lang aneh eng eh chou associate, eh kang chii kuan kuan. BUT mingkia beh solve and chingao siam. sekaii unnya boh fair. phaii eh lang, tak tak tau tharn chin hou eh life, shun shun lili chour mingkia. hamitt pon "no fear". i thinkla coz eelang selfish, tats y eelang eh channel e eh mind khi e aii eh mingkia. Hou eh langlaa, simm hou tats y ee beh tharn ee aii eh mingkia coz e uh think & care about others ... khangkhor chou eh lokk being selfish. BUT again, suffer eh lang shii walang kaki. aii, mm chai a...aneh boh tiuk, aneh pon boh tiuk. as long as mia "haii" lang tor ok la hor. mia phienn lang, mia chourr phai. hehehehe kong aneh chearr, wa rasa wa eh written hokkien oso beh phai leh. POn notice chin chearr repeat words. hahaha i think hokkien chin kantan compared to hakka or etc. OKLa chuii chuii thakk chileh column, leave a post la hahahaha c if u got the meaning right~ cheers

Step by step~* oh baby

2010-03-15T18:32:00.002+08:00

Middle of March* the sudden surge in overhead on the bills gave me a chill...the usual chill I would get whenever those words come by. What to do ...? If you don't do it, nobody will & the tower will collapse. hehehe Anyway, Yuna's renewal jab is coming soon. Just last Saturday I collected her MKA cert* chehh chehh*~ hahaha but the thing that I need to check is microchip for her. Previously her breeder told me she's not installed with her microchip & that once we get her cert, I could bring her to HER vet for chipping. When I check again with her sales assistant, she told me normally they would be chipped before hand. hmm..anyway goto bring her to my vet nearby to checklor. Its so kelian her sis is stil unsold...droopy head...not cheerful. Seeing her & seeing my manja chifafa at home made me wana bring yuna to c her JJ & tell her " c!, ur jj is so pitiful here, u stil dun wana b kuai kuai a!" ...hahaha If only I have another extra $1.5k I would have bought her home . Nice hor, one short coat, one long coat. Its all about the $$$ hahaha. If I were to earn $6-7k per month, I think thats sufficient ...like I told myself 5-yrs ago, If i were to earn $4-5k...bla bla bla. Its never enough hor. hahahaha . In my family's case, It will never be sufficient to cover & you will need to be a businessman to have that kind of income to sustain it. Whenla will I be rich? when a? hahaha Cannot just ask without action also. Things will never fall from the sky. Its effort & pure luck for you to meet the right person. Just like lurvee~* hahahaha Oh ya, talk about efficiency, I salute MYEG which I am very happy & impressed with its delivery. Just this morning I submitted the road tax renewal thru online & by lunch, I received my road tax just like that, & talk about %, Its a good deal and bravo to this. Like thatla I say "malaysia boleh". thumbs up. Okla, this week is a bundle of work. Need to go tapow & have dinner. tomolow is koko's cow day. & also josephs & li pings. So many ppl hor. March babies.....cakes pls everybody~!

sad news~

2010-03-10T14:01:00.002+08:00

bro rang me alot of times during lunch~ i was like "apala~". I called back n he told me there a sad news to report. He just received an email from koyama saying koyama mama passed away on the 22nd feb & was buried on the 25th feb. Its very upsetting for the fact that I stil haven't been able to pay them a visit after 15 yrs since my last home stay in Japan. I couldnt converse well in Japanese, moreover the fact to now arrange a proper sentence is tougher than before. My bro will have to deliver the messages to him tonight, deep down, I want to apologize & our deepest condolences to koyama family especially for papa since he's staying alone now. I wish Yasuko & the rest of the siblings will tender to papa from today onwards. ...omitofot...pleasee let me save up more $$ to visit koyama san....

Cramps~

2010-03-08T16:35:00.002+08:00

1st it was the churning tummy washing machine sore... this aching feeling is somewhat the wana "lausai" thing. Then after a session of the ikan bakar *yummy*, it was the lower factory sore!! Adoi, what the F!@#$% is wrong with me la?? This factory "ache" started right after the meal, till 3.30pm. Its agonizing till I almost call it a days quit to head to the clinic. Goto head to the clinic whenever the pocket is full for another round of scanning. Pray hard its really nothing at all but just mere a muscle cramp ;) omitofot~ ammmmmm~*

Asian dramas

2010-03-05T10:39:00.003+08:00

Since last year, I have been spending lots of my freetime watching japanese, korean dramas. It was really enjoyable when you are hooked up with the best drama's around. Its a waste that most of the drama's end with very short episodes. For the japanese market, it was always 10 episodes or just slightly more. As for the koreans, its an average of 20 episodes. Recently, this drama "Smile, you" was my favourite> its funny, family orientated with a dash of romance (as usual in korean dramas) & its oh soo funny & loveable characters potrayed. I love it soo much that I would pray for Haabuji to recoverlor inside that drama.There was once a documentary about korean pop culture. They question the fact that korean drama's are based soo similar to the romance plot & why is it still a hit eventough it repeats itself almost in every dramas? the reply was survey showed that reality has taken its tol on alot of humans leaving the facts that reality isn't always about fairytales. So by creating special plots to this romance story, alot of people are taken into the world they would love to be loved. The smart thing about the koreans is that they have proper & head to tail storyline that makes everything so charming. Just like the Indian movies, we question them, why all the dancing & heroic stands every lead would carry, again the survey showed as many Indians doesnt lead a privellage life, the movie is a passage to a world they would like to be in, become somebody & have melodic happy surroundings. Yes, I agree with this theories from both country and I respect their effort to bring happiness into people's life by contributing something of a storybook fairytale direction. Yes, its boring many would say, its repeating itself, yes...but it works for some as I know, recently it was something I look into for relaxation or even someone who can relate to. At times its too dramatic & its too sad but it does tell a tale to people, things does happen like tis in reality but people will just walk away from it rather than to face it . Chaodown on it & I wish there will be more "smile,you" kinna drama's out there for people to enjoy! hahahahaha cheers everybody.

It was nice

2010-03-01T10:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night while my brother was out for the "car" commercial, I played with yuna the entire day. She even slept beside me the entire night, cuddling right next to me, I am super happy to be acompanied by her. At times I will think about what life holds for many many humans out there. I might be complaining or crying my heart out over reflecting what happened but then again, everytime when this thoughts lingers thru my mind, buddha always was there to remind me that it ain't that bad after all. With that, I will quickly overcome my supression of becoming upset & change my inner mode to "try your best & be thankful". As I always say, eventough its not the best, but think again, we should be happy for it. Seeing senior folks having to work hard, still taking the public transport, walking alone, individuals whom are not able to access mobility...i feel sorry that I can't do more & churn better for everybody. I wish I can do more but the base of my own family issue ain't solved yet & I believe I can make it work for my family & even to do more contribution to the rest of the world. With this given note, I will always have to remind myself, "be positive & strive for the best, don't buckle to petty issues & laugh off/ even forget it ever happened those bad experiences~" ! SMILE & cheer up everybody! gambarimashiooo earthlings

Day 11th of CNY 2010

2010-02-24T10:01:00.002+08:00

aiyo, so fastleh~ now already 11th day. It seemed like yesterday it was just the new year of 2010. now already end of february...wahsei~* What the headlines on the newspaper today is pathetic. TNB will increase its charges starting by March. Then there's the woes about malaysians not consuming enough vegetables which Might even make farmers cut down on suplies???!! Then the figures of my maintainence jumping up $20 bucks this year....ish* . Bos gave a mere low Bonus despite his claims & bragging of how grand was the collection...hmm I wonder whats truely happening? Whats the setback & main reason to all this recession issue? If things are going this path, then human kind will move towards extinction & the rich is the only kind that will conquer the world~hmmm sucks ;P

SUPER WEAK RM making everything expensive....Low salaries, Bad public transport, Bad public safety, Bad welfare, Bad bosses, Bad people, Tonnes of rojak foreigners, Blood sucking politicians & businessmans,...good luck malaysians ;)

2010-01-15T16:12:00.003+08:00

CNY is around the corner. olala~ money arises whenever its near the red & yellow celebration. Of course I look foward to celebrations like this in the past~* but now, a jar of cookies which costs RM20 above will make ur jaw drop at the sight of it. Home made cookeis costs even more! yikes. Those which are cheaper, in actual fact is a real turndown. Whyla people produce such bad cookies to sell? when its really even not tasty in the 1st place. Does cheap spells "not tasty at all?" . Business thirsty people. Of course quality food means being super expensive but don't la till people want to buy & savour some really basic cookies oso not available. How are the below average people gonna be happy about it? I would like to bake some cookies, but easier said than done, I am hell a lazy chic or should I say, busy for what?! soo many things are left undone. gosh* can I generate good money while enjoy learning & doing new passion together with it....hmmm~* that I have to choose & one fine day, I believe passion & money generating can gel together. yehaa~*

Ok, foremost, basic target I must acomplish after CNY :

Siew yok

Pineapple tarts

I think this two items is a good acomplishment to kickstart 2010 tiger year, roar~! But hor, today is 9-2-10, the scent of the big "B" is still far away. Rumour has it its either tomorrow or the day after, Thursday. Well to whine, I think we aint' there as bosses always have their rift in distributing the big "B" away..lets just say, Thank you buddha for this, its a so called "last minute" shopping again lor. What to do ;) Only yesterday I submitted my mega project of 2009. I really pray all is accepted well & smooth so I can sit back and wait for the payments to arrive. Good tidings & good vibes for 2010. As usual, Healthy & safety are the criteria then comes $$$. I wish all of ya a Happy Chinese New Year~ HUAT AH!

2009....the good & the bad~

2009-12-29T11:37:00.004+08:00

2009 is coming to an end. another went by and thanked god for the blessed goods that we've received. Its not the best nor is it the worst but its good enough to be happy about. Most important is the blessing of health & safety. Many things can work out just fine if we put our mind not have the conflict with the irritating stuffs, we will prevail in our own way. There's no such thing as no problems. One who lives life without problems will not be able to handle it shall they be slapped with one. Of course its better if "problems" doesnt come visit us that often ;) Every year we will renew our resolution, here are some of mine to share with :

1. Health >> Exercise more....try to stop *clouding* & just really stop it for good
2. Target to double my earnings & SAVE! it of course for funds to roll & expand~ $$$$$$$!!! important!!
3. Meet more good & truthful people
4. It will begin & it will be done to grow into something fruitful & happy
5. Pay off all bad debts to relatives & BANKS! at least I use CASH to pay rather than the plastic card ;)

Whatever it is...I just wish every year, bad events won't repeat itself, the least are lessons learnt & discard off from one's life. I wish my family the greatest health & success, my dear friends also be filled with abundance of happiness. As usual, nothing comes as the perfect package & nobody wants a consolation prize. Thank god for everything, & welcome in 2010 with a mind filled with happy thoughts !! hurray! love ya all!

2009-12-21T10:35:00.004+08:00

"explaining" & "elaborating" too much can be lethal when used against us in the future~* i regret having to speak out just to paint a picture of everything but then again, the power of words varies & can be contradicting at the end of ones life.... the power da almighty gave us will always be misused. given anybody, its really your will power to ignore & forget. Move on & focus on the purpose of life. there's no money generated by bad experiences, no gold at the end of the rainbow. so whats the point of even trying hard to remember it. it will only add high blood pressure & stress to our mind. i have learnt not to be shadowed by all this shit, once a while we do need to remind our self of such bad experience but we grow out of it & take it as a challenge to improve our self. you fall, you stand back up & you learn the pain. lately i find these individuals being SO narcastic, tantrums,so blinded when they are angered. Is it all really in the genes, i can loudly say YES!!! the power of our mind is to whether onot you want to put yourself in other ppls shoes to get the picture or just listen n forget. if you choose to listen n forget then by all means in the future, never ever (& its utterly impolite to) bring back personal secrets of others to taint a bad picture on that individual. its very rude to use it against the individual by digging up pasts. what needs to be addressed is current issues, current argument topics & current dispute. not old past happenings...its not very nice.....

something funny happened yesterday night after my "oh so tedious" house cleaning & playing with Yuna. it came about 10.30pm. I received sms es & was shocked to see...whyla tis things came out. I was sandwiched in between 3 person & I have a sharp corner to turn. its not easy but i know, i can't avoid it. one call here, another sms'es there. "f" words were used on the younger chap towards the elderly which in fact is really rude. went out for tea to cool things off & came back home to cool the other party off. on n off, i only manage to sleep @ 4.30am. now i have this sinful feeling of being a 2 headed snake. just to let ppl understand the whole thing, i poured in too much details, pouring in too much details in hope that the other person might understand, i then again forgotten, what if tat person in the future is angered, will he use all this against us pulak? alamak...trying to charm both sides might instead harm our side by revealing too much. I hate all this 2 headed snake thing. I rather not be intrude about this & just want to focus in our lives rather than have hate here & there. its too tedious trying to earn the big bucks here & be bothered by some other human made errors...everybody made mistakes..who doesnt...right? so drop the bad & go hand in hand with the good. nothing is ever packed nicely perfectly, just either choose sides or accept facts ;)....oh, me so tired..... hope everybody keep their cool & RILEK laa~ ahhahaha

new member : YUNA chann*

2009-11-02T17:58:00.004+08:00

Halloween marked the day I bought lil' Yuna from "The House of Groomers".

The day before, me & my bro decided to head over to view the litter (short coat & long)..... cause I was thrilled when I spoke to the breeder about her short coat chifafa, available female & of course the price la ahem*$$~. wiv MKA cert somemore! ..I was pumped...excited & even posted on FB asking my heavenly based Honey..if shes the one?? hahaha

We jammed our way thru the sunway traffic & upon arrival was told that the breeder brought her home.I was disappointed & let down by thinking...."bohh enn" la (no fate lor)... so headed back home after a 1 hour journey ;P. I even left my contact hoping she would call the very next day for viewing or even MMS to me...

The very next day (Saturday), I woke up late as usual...lazy & disorientated by the tight datelines... hunger for more rests, sat on the couch & watching astro @ a very lazy mode when suddenly I thought, Y not sms the breeder again! & let's see if this time, its for real...sms, got reply & told bro "wanna go"...off we went & right in front of our eyes the very 1st cubicle...a white short coat & hidden behind is a golden long coat. 1st thing 1st, we were looking at the white one, but when Yuna took her head up, I was instantly in love...the star on her head reminds me of HONEY! & i told bro, aah honey alike honey alike.... they took them out & instantly I voted YUNa, only was abit skeptical about her long coatla...there was a monent when we almost left with the short coat white one but after a short test communication & eye to eye session, Yuna stood out. I even mms my mom to seek her approval on which to choose...cause obviously its hard to decide when you have a (oh so desired) short coat & a long coat with 2 very different personality , specialty & properties....BUT it was decided & Off we go with Yuna & her coming into our lives. I am grateful that I've found another honey...dog's will never leave my life. I wished Yuna good health & good behaviour....kamsiah*

Birthday 2009

2009-10-27T16:01:00.004+08:00

Dedicated to my family & friends :

“We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.” by Frederick Keonig

Thank you all ~

japanese shu cream puffs

2009-10-10T18:17:00.003+08:00

I got it from the net, tried it, loved it & as usual, the recipy always goes missing when I am in dire need to wallop a few puffs. The easiest hunt will always thru my own blog. kakaka!

Ingredients :

- 3 tbsp butter

- 2 tsp sugar

- 1/2 cup water

- 1 1/2 eggs-2eggs

- for custard cream filling : 2 tbsps flour/ 1/2 cup sugar/ 1 cup milk/ 2 egg yolks/ 1 tbsp metled butter

- powdered sugar for topping

Preheat oven to 375 deg F. Beat eggs in a bowl. Put better, sugar and water in a pan and bring to boil. Add flour in the butter mixture and stir quickly. Stop the heat, add eggs slowly in the mixture and mix well. Put the dough on an oven pan. Bake them in the 375 degF oven for 30 mins. Becareful of browning too quickly... cool the puffs . Make the custard cream as follows. Mix egg yolks and sugar in pan. Add sifted flour in the pan and mix well. Add warm mild in the pan gradually. Place the pan on low heat and stir the mixture constantly until thickened. Stop the heat and add melted butter and stir well. Cool the custard cream. Fill the puffs and sprinkle with powdered sugar.

makes 8-10 puffs.

happy~ ;)

October liao!

2009-09-30T11:59:00.003+08:00

I gave myself a target, to make it work before the end of the year cause time ain't on anybody's side. Its too precious that I can't fully make use of it to DO what I WANNA do! Its always the crappy I am busy thing, but honestly, its for real that " I am busy" most of the time cause I need extra $$. Without that extra $$, I guess it just wouldnt work out for my family. Sustain sustain~*

Ok, giving myself a solid dateline is great & I am gonna make it work. Stop sketching, brainstorming continues, calls calls calls , admins, & major big timer > FUNDING! Need to be ah Long to chase back those pending figures from my clients..they are way over 90days....aii~* I hope I achieve close to my target ;) ~YOOOooooo shhhhh!

Boh Akai~! what a disgrace !

2009-09-29T09:38:00.011+08:00

Aiyo, rubbish rubbish everywhere. I can't seem to understand why some people can't discard their wastes properly. That difficult meh? That lazy meh? This is making our apartment residence look "paria" & cheap.The cleaners are hardworking, I witnessed it. Neh those residents whois not corporating thats making a mess out of a pleasant simple place.Eh maintanence fee not cheap leh~! $100/month for a dense community. If the 1st bag is full & tearing up, just add another layer la & tie it up properly ma. Some people really not civic minded enuf, just one simple knot & swing from far far away to the dustbin and there their dump scattered all over. KNS~* Look at the residents on my floor. This is an apartment, not a bloody low cost flat. Tie rubbish oso 1 kind, if there were the ones collecting the rubbishes to throw, I think they will "khao pek khao bu" liao. Even tough being cleaners are on the lower rank of an occupation, we goto respect them & do our part to maintain cleanliness ma. Its also a profession & shouldn't be looked aside for not playing an important role in the society. Ish, so selfish. I wonder now, these has been happening for the past few months. I am suspecting its either a cat, but cat can't just rip da plastic till like this. Its human...i wonder which fuck face is doing this? Wanna hunt for recycle items oso not like this ma. If I can embed a CCTV would be lovely.Guarentee its not a dog>>either cats/ pests/reptiles /worst~human....Malaysians are not very hygienically educated. As I always whine...just look at our toilets....Don't parents / school educate the proper way of maintaining toilet cleanliness? yeshh~* nowadays the mamak's toilet is like a wreck~* Even net cafes are also enduring this dirty toilet trend. Once I entered a toilet & to my utmost disgust~ da poo was all over the floor...bits bits la not the whole pile..aiyo who the fuck, "lau sai" oso dunu how to use the water to wash it down the hole...Aiii~* whats wrong a? " 1 malaysia loh, dirty malaysia~!"

Hip & leg shapes

2009-09-11T17:42:00.009+08:00

I have always wondered why some ladies can wear pants looking exactly like what was shown on the catalogues/displays >> what you see is what you wear. st chart depicts the type of hips you have. There's A B C D. Upon choosing the type you have, you will see that they have enlisted the type of pants, skirts or leg ware to suit your hip & leg cutting. That's why I always see my friends wearing nice short pants looking nice but whenever I put on these short pants...it just looked awkwardly weird & ...weird. I am glad to see this chart & am very happy to share it with ya all. I am group D. That's why I always wear three quarter pants & it suits me dearly. Now I can mix & match more with this chart as reference.

Japs rocks~* love em.

090909

2009-09-09T09:59:00.002+08:00

YEAHH~* MAKING A MARKING ON THIS SPECIAL DAY *

09-09-09 BABY ~yahooooo*

Actually I thought about coming in to work & get ready to punch @ 9.09 am..manatau the traffice was bad..I got delayed..sigh*

Happy Happy~! Many more happiness to come into my family's life & of course to my LIFE a.s.a.p ;) hahahaha Cheerz

MIMPI

2009-09-06T01:46:00.005+08:00

I have a dream last night, that I was bitten by a snake. THis snake has got a good grip on my fingers & just wouldnt let go. In total there were 3 snakes, but this one really bite me hard & I was in pain for it just wouldnt let go. I have to twist its head around with my flesh still stuck to its fangs. It ripped my flesh away but I had to do it as its locked to my fingers. I remember seeing blood but afater a few minutes, my fingers were back to normal. Phiew~* painful but healed fast...So anyway, I checked the websites for its meaning, here';s a few different descriptions but all also gave me chills as it really does reflect the reality of what I might be facing if these few individuals does come & kacau me...HOPE NOT! wished they vanished & never again bumped into each other...hard to forgive & forget>> I choosed to ignore both sides, no matter how long we've known each other..it doesn't matter anymore. They didn't cared about my feelings, why should I even be bothered by theirs. In the end, all they know is blame each other & calculate the lost they faced...have they ever flip back the pages & see what I have done for both sides over the years? I guess not~* selfish individuals...I've lost both as friends & lover...they are fighting over thin air but they will never remember what good we've done but rather just pick on a one incident to stain a persons life.....life's full of shit..& this shit will remain a deep wound in my heart.

dream 1 interpret :
Snake - someone has a grudge against you

interpret 2:
To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. Alternatively, the snake may be seen as phallic and thus symbolize temptation, dangerous and forbidden sexuality. If you are afraid of the snake, then it signifies your fears of sex, intimacy or commitment. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent healing, transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.

To see the skin of a snake in your dream, represents protection from illnesses.

To dream that you are eating a live snake, indicates that you are looking for intimacy or sexual fulfillment. Your life is lacking sensuality and passion. If you vomit or throw up the snake, then it may mean that you are overcompensating for something that is lacking in your life. You may be rushing into something

interpret 3:
A snake ready to strike means treachery from one you least expected; killing it means victory over enemies.

Pineapple tarts

2009-08-24T19:29:00.003+08:00

I always have a soft spot for pineapple tarts since young...It was always my favourite amongst all cookies listed on the Chinese new year & raya lists. Pineapple tarts nowadays costs RM25/ 50 pcs and its expensive. For my appetite, I could wallop the entire 50 pcs in just a few hours. Imagine having to eat RM25 bucks in just a few hours...a nice decent meal don't even cost that expensive to consume... Last Saturday while I was grocery shopping, I spotted alot of utensils & ingredients for cookie making (Raya ma~) so, being an freshie in baking, I bought a tin of planta margarine (big) & of course the pump to pump the skin for the tarts...which thank godness its rather cheap. I also bought a pineapple...but I think it aint' enough to form even a small bowl of filling. Hmm.... I will embark on my pineapple tarts training session upon my returning from my homeland. I hope its a success & of course, I wish I can really full heartedly " DO IT" successfully without having short comings of super tight datelines & other chores being clumped into one. Just to test trial & error~ ;) Talk about datelines, alot of buggers still haven't prepared any payments for me, even for the lowest fee of $200, bank in from last 2 weeks till now, no shadow! Urgh~* people out there, if you don't' have the budget, please don't hire people to do it, once you hire someone to do it for a fee, please pay up~...... such a disgrace to go about chasing you for the fee's like ah longs. Ah Long's oso got INTEREST CHARGES LA! * ish ish~ shake head

now another kind of pain

2009-08-16T22:36:00.004+08:00

Last week was flu & cough....now its this severe nerve pain on my back 30cm below my neck. Its painful...I can't even sit upright nor tie my hair properly. Saturday morning itself jilted me up early with this sore...from sore it turned to pain whenever I wanted to turn or do something. Very robotic. I always knew how my mom's back pain is like, its an unfair life we live in. Having gone thru the pain of struggles in life, here when humans reach a certain age in their life, they are conflicted by pains & mental anguish of what has become of them. Nobody wanted to be born unlucky nor befalled with bad events/defects. Everybody wishes to be perfect. Everybody wishes this life is a beautiful one & as pretty as Disney tells it....Just that not many people understands the theory of life...even I get confused sometimes...this society sucks big time, its making everybody mentally ill & stressed out for no good reasons. Its all human made..who else to blame...nobody. Just the era grew & the demands overlaps our fight to survive.

oh soo drowsy~*

2009-08-12T10:25:00.002+08:00

Still have this weekend to pass....Just hope no fever nor anything...takutler..omitofot....

Bad habit, bad habit~

2009-08-03T15:10:00.004+08:00

Now picking up a bad habit...oversleeping*! Weekends have been dampered by waking up super late & frequent afternoon naps. This is unforgiving, soon, I will be transformed to a depressing/ unhappy/ poor/ big plump potato. NoooooOOoo~ really lost already!!

I've pampered & worried myself too much. Too many negative vibes coming in from all directions. Bad, bad aura~* Charging & making me utterly weak.... Why a? Must never bow down to defeat~ must never bow down to them!!Block those F~!@#$%>> Goto stay focused on my dream. If I don't do it, nobody will~* ;) oh oh oh~ *

Eat my dust suckers!

R & D

2009-07-22T09:38:00.003+08:00

its july, end of july instead~ well, 7 months di..hahaha aii~ i must act fast & prompt, need nor delay time & waste it to nothing. age is catching up & money is not well kept*. Look foward to something new coming soon & hope it will boom! ;) Wish me luck hohohohoho

this knot very hard to untangle

2009-07-20T14:41:00.004+08:00

knots after knots, knots ontop of knots, more like a bunch of fishnets tangled together... ahhh... really don't know how to solve...very bottled up this mess... denial, denial... say this, that deny, say that , this deny... then how to make it work? don't later one day something happens that time, how? Till when can I see a brighter side to everything rather than the opposite? I really don't know how to help already.. who's fault? takan this solo artist do everything till when wor? can't they corporate to help help meh? tired...really tired.... tired trying to upkeep for their sake... tired for not seeing something cheerful or positive... tired... whenla will I find the happiness we all are seeking for?

Make a habit for day 1 & 15th every month

2009-07-14T18:24:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow, I will start to highlight the chinese dates for "cheee iiit" & " chap goh" on my calendar. I always hope to eat veggies during these 2 days of every month.Need a reminder/alarm clock~ Well actually I do find majority of my diet contains less meat & of course alot of veggies/tofu/eggs*mmm fav. Meat are costly of course~ but humanz oso need abit of meat to have energy. Sikit sikit la~ okler. Like those koay teow theng~* little bitts of meat,, veggies, nice fragrant soup, smooth koay teows, some chunks of crispy pork fats.... ahh perfect bowl of noodle. *drooling* oledi. Ok go go go 1 & 15!

Haze of the hazzesses~* life soo full of haze

2009-07-13T11:49:00.015+08:00

Its rather strange but off lately, I notice every rain will be tailgate by haze...& I mean quite a thick fog too.... wonder whats wrong with the world? Pollution? Global warming? I do know of one thing tough, that our government didn't set a good paver system here. We don't even have bicycle lanes china. Its a total rojak ;P furthermore the public transport sucks big time. Just don't understand why la~.... I love taking the public transport, but its timing & availability makes the morning & after work shifts so damn crowded that they don't even stop to pick passengers up from the bus stops. The well maintained public buses are nicely presented BUT traffic jams summons to the delays of our public transport>>sigh* HEY, don't you motice on the road now its filled with "1 car 1 person" policy? Everybody drives a car..you just don't see car pooling. If car pooling is incorporated with a minimum collection, I bet alot of car owners would car pool..say charge your poolers* $1 per trip, eh~it helps to payoff your daily car park fees leh~>> Months ago when I was riding out via public transport, I can say I wasted 2 hrs + at least waiting for the buses to arrive. Don't you think its a waste of time? That actually forced myself into getting a car, which knocks my budget off the chart. Why oh why? I really symphetise those people, old folks, even handicap people. I have seen with my very own eyes the suffering they have to endure.... Our kerajaan just aint doing their best.... Name it the 1st priority the "rakyats" but have they ever actually ride the public transports? Riding it for 30 mins & with lots of bodyguard ain't painting the picture, but try it everyday for at least a month, spot checks, ahh then they will understand the agony the rakyats are facing. All they ever have is drivers, so they just wouldn't feel it nor taste it.More new links & trails ma. We don't even own a bullet train here....sniff *

To even start comparing (ohhh, I am sooo fired up*) rapid LRT = putra is by lot the best for its station locations but don't you think, most of the stop overs just doesn't stop exactly at the destinations but rather 1 or 2 km away? silly huh, the most "bangga" stop would always be KLCC coz its just below KLCC itself. The rest, can be archived & put aside...even the shuttle buses ain't doing its best. When buses & trains fail to take us to places we wish to go, there is another mode, the taxis...OMG how many news have you heard about dangerous taxis lurking around & not knowing the drivers is they were really reliable? You have again, fish, prawn, crab people who can just loan their friends taxis & go out on night shifts...OK for those who are really sincere about working to gain extra cash, I respect you for that. again to what level should we bestow our trust on them? The most unappetizing part is that, almost 99% of our taxis are still the OLD GENERATION "Proton Sagas"~ .... hey, make a face lift la tolong* got new saga still don't wanna upgrade our taxis... Just compare ours with our neighbours, thailand, singapore, indonesia...Aiyoo .... almost 15 yr + old cars still on the road... Dear kerajaan, I love this country very much, but I always feel we have much more potentials to grow & upkeep. THe main major 5 pointers I would always feel is the downfall of our country :

1. RM = not strong enough~ why are we merely making small wages & keep saying we depend on exports to survive, if so, WHERE's the benefit to upgrading this nation proven? & WHY are we soo dependent on imported goods? Ain't we the garden of natural resources, but there's no growth to the local identities here, clients are too hooked onto foreign brands / labels...So we say, we depend on EXPORT to bring in money to the country BUT we are also IMPORTING from others to supply to the consumers here...No technologies, no new things, no new entrepreneurs, no new horizon...all goto spread outside the country only can we glow.... We are spending RM 100 for a stupid imported T's that's just sold @ $29 ; say for example...fair onot? We are not enjoying the benefits at all~! Too much franchise & so little new outlets.

2. PUBLIC TRANSPORT = just ain't there yet...still a far distance away dream~

3. CLEANLINESS & MAINTAINENCE = I don't know if your mama teaches you onot, but I think the schools should have an extra class for toilet hygiene. Architect's & clients should also adopt to a new design called "WET" & "DRY" cubicles. I have to fold my jeans every time I enter the public toilet. Its just too wet. Also, unless its not pocket out from your own $$ your wouldn't even care & help protect public property. Yikes~* civil abit ma~

4. MORE CREATIVITY ROADSHOWS/EXHIBITIONS = I find alot of locals don't really have a sense of appreciation to new things. Its always trend copycats rather than a new language on its own. Just see our commercials & you will tell the level our clients / agencies acceptance in inducing new genes to the public. We need to educate as much as to accept new ideas. That's why we see soo many talented people breeding their best interest in countries which accepts them as something interesting rather than cast away here locally. No heritage upkeeping* Be original ma~

http://pipit.cccelsius.com/

5. EMPLOY LESS FOREIGNERS TO BOOST QUALITY CONTROL & GIVE MORE OPPORTUNITIES TO LOCALS *wake up calls* = its a pity when we see just soo many maid's / even kitchen helpers / cleaners coming in from the foreign countries. I respect the fact that they are making a decent living far better than their own country but the treatment they got & also the rate of seeing how weak malaysians are becoming is so prone that in the future, we can't live without them. I understand the fact that YES, they are affordable & easy to employ...Looking at this issue again...We are just too dependent on others. With this, we have become lazier than ever & diva's as I would name it. How are we going to improve? Gosh I spoke to much....later might be Q&A by the ISA pulak....

Again said, I really love this country, I am also a supporter to the BN government But please, enough of political catfights & get on with improving this country instead...We are by majority suffering & having really hard time adapting to the changes...UP, DOWN, UP, DOWN~ aiyo till when la? Salaries are still being negotiated @ RM 2500 for a senior post for the design industry...gosh, when will we see the boost ? Pitiful, even dubai are offering salaries 3-4 times higher, of korse the things there isn't cheap BUT THERE"S BALANcCE~ that's just it, Balance, balance, balance....... stop taking ourselves to compare to the 3rd world but we should compare ourselves to South KOrea. They are the only country which went off on the development progress at about the same era.Now, we lack so much more...no QUALITY control at all... More boost, more rakyats name it the rich, average, poor, disable & even the old folks ;protection policies .I believe it will achieve a much more promising society, less crimes, less bigger gaps amongst the rich & poor. Sim tiah, really sim tiah & all this made me sounds like a political bitch~ hahaha* Like MJ sings it well " We are the world" >> if everyone cared, the world would be a better place...

The day will come......

2009-07-10T17:17:00.003+08:00

All I wana say is that, people who do bad on others & can still live by the broad daylight without shame .... they have to watch out for bad karma will befall onto them...... There will be a day when things will reflect back upon them & we'll see.... we will see....

shoe oso can putus~

2009-07-02T14:25:00.001+08:00

another encounter of my chikek day>> just now walking to midvally that time, my shoe's strap snapped...really a~..... LOL....

1 of those chikek dayz

2009-07-02T12:20:00.005+08:00

As the chinese saying goes "phorr choii thong choii"..>> ( $$ gone to block bad events). This is a good advise to keep our heart at bay of bad events. I tend to have this waves happening at a "sekali gus" one... its of course the worst feeling in the world, but then again, what can we do when it already happened. We can't blame anyone nor prevent it from happening. I have learnt over the years to try & accept it with a much more open heart...hmm just like this morning, my rear left tyre went flat...thank god it only needs patching & VOLAA~ able to use it again, but the most headache 1 is actually my home desktop. Yesterday night it decided to go "kaboki" again by not being able to startup & wana play breathing* by ON & OFF~ big sigh* again.... nvm, nvm...most important are my files inside be kept safe & untouched cause I didn't really did a full backup to my PC ... aii , y so lazy winly! ish* all my precious things are inside...must practise regular backup every weekend..kns lazy pig!

These " waves" I really hope don't; visit me regularly , rather MR.GOLDEN OPPORTUNITIES should visit me more often. "Its ok" I tell myself, most important $$ can be gained & spent. "phing phing ann ann" is more crucial. $$ gone, can still be saved by hard work but health safety can;t. SO...ammm meditate & gain closure to the chikek feeling I encounter today. More good clients to call me~ more payable jobs~! ammmmmmm* omitofott~@

chihuahua~

2009-06-29T10:49:00.007+08:00

I have been hunting for a female chihuahua....alot are male chihuahuas~ i want one that looks similar to my precious "honey"...big round eyes thats not bulging out, nice round apple head...ahh my honey* my precious honey*, hard to ever find other chihuahua that holds similar propeties to you. 1 & only hor~....well, if theres fate, god will lead me to a honest seller to an affordable priced chihuahua~ ;) need more savings, need more freelances..... as usual~ gambarimashioooo~*

Someone recently told me something which made me have a very very funny impression on chihuahuas...she told me that there was someone out there, who looks & verbally speaks like a lion, but when he was confronted with the love of his life, his internal heart shrinks down to the size of a chihuahua~even you can imagine a chihuahua barking & its size~ hahahaha! well, his other half should feel thankful & happy she found someone whois soo obedient to her, she should really pray to god for the blessings she got too...but hey be thankful for the many things surrounding you (parent/hse/car/food/savings/lover/etc) , even when its not the best~ but the least is you have it with you in your daily life ~ yeahhhh* = of course while your striving for more better ones to come!! who doesnt right?! ;) *tambah minyak & dun give up ya*

hokkien casual saying >> "BOH HUUU, UUU HEER PUNN HORRR" ( no fish, got prawn oso good) hahahaha

hot, sweaty & sticky~*

2009-06-16T11:39:00.005+08:00

Here's a few of our tambun trip to "the lost world"...erm...well, consider it a really cool looking theme park upon approaching the entrance. What I do love is the green luscious mountains cast behind the theme park.Very refreshing...Never seen any better location like this before & bet it would be a lovely spot for a much more relaxed hot spring spa session in the future after the completion of the high-end resort... Hot doesn't suit the term hot spring as it humidifies the area but if it DOES rain / when the morning breaks..night falls also, I think this place would be a romantic rendezvous... ohhh for lovers too.Ipoh offers the best looking environment ever in West Malaysia.That's from my point of view ~hehehe maybe there's much more better looking greenz out there..Kelantan? Terrenganu...hmmm... Our trip was ok la, but the crowd during the school break does gives us a creepy sight of people, name it young or old, wearing their full attire & plunging into the water...i mean, thuu~* isnt it appropriate to wear at least a swimming trunk..without your undies & bras clinging to your wet exterior T-shirts & pants?? Come on people, you could wear your swimwear & just shield it with your big loose T-shirt..1 piece will do but pleasela don't til your wearing your sleeping wear you go "celup" the pool..It made the whole water theme park seemingly looked like a big washing machine...Likethose scenes you see in India..sigh* they have got no choice but people here~ your entering a THEME park for crying out loud~* Malaysia is not that old-school OK...showing a slight bit of flesh won't kill you and come on, its a WATER theme park..respect the rules la~. As if la we've never seen baywatch before...thuuu* nonsense....My advise to my friends, its a great place to bring your family out but not during holiday seasons..No no~* ;) I look forward to the new upgrades the park can bring..maybe the "Dry park" needs abit more boost. Its too simple & plain boring cause when I was there, guess what I did when I couldn't play the water theme park.....yawn*....... Proposals maybe = Nice hangout huts? Bicycle park? Rock climbing? Bunjee jump? Hot spring section for the feet only? .... don't knowler..just that it should upgrade to meet international par.....I bet they could do better. Gambatte sunway, make our country proud~

what counts?

2009-06-12T00:45:00.003+08:00

Today I made myself a fool by choosing the wrong place to release air ( not fart a)...with just a few windows closed ( I did tilt open a few~ but it just couldn't help to cushion my thunderous voice)... one could hear the echoes of my roaring speech thru the lift lobby...Unlike the past, my laughters could be heard from afar...but off lately, I have tuned it down, laughters no more >> .... easy said than done, sometimes if matters could be solved easily, I bet you, the world would be a better place to live in & of course no more war & sufferings.

Of course, all my collegues did overheard my conversations and also my big boss did too together with his clients, but heck, do you think I would want to emberrase myself in this manner...its kinna insane when your human mind just couldnt' rationalize in a heated arguement, its like the saying goes, blinded by fire... pitches of voice could be heard, sharp & high. I was mad, utterly couldn't bear receiving that much upset news nor the solemn mood vibrating from others. Incidents which had happened early this year made me break easily..Many times I have to input in my mind that I MUST be strong mentally to pull thru anything that happened in the past / coming future & chooses to let it go off easily. Delete> empty trash. If I don't barge in..many unwanted incidents could have happened & regrets would come into the package of my life. Being the UN ambassador ain't easy & I have no complains about it. Just merely using the term "corporation" is what I wanted to see & make it work for everybody. That's all...simple as that... is it that difficult? If we were to subject to each one's request...habis...koyak... so why can't we live like the picture we sketch in our kindergarten years, holding hand in hand, smiles across our faces, bright fresh green, nice yellow sunshine , nice little house be achieved? Why are humans making it SO complex, SO difficult to understand each other? Its not only me, but everybody in this whole wide world. To those who are suffering, to those who are greedy......All I can ever hope for, is everybody is cured & will be obstacle free....live a healthy & happy life... live a life full of appreciation.... don't fret, don't whine over petty issues...be thankful & cheer up all the time. "Its Better to begin to grow happiness out from nothing ; rather than to have happiness spiral down to nothing in the end".. Let the past be of past....Look foward to something new & not let the past shadow your life.

Shake head era

2009-05-25T15:11:00.006+08:00

Lets just hope every living being in this world is not loomed by problems nor covered with bad memories...the world now is creating more & more stressed out individuals ; & less & less happier people. Soon, the community will be filled with humans that has got alot of mental issues & by the force of nature, making people do things against their own will...yikes~! Will there be a god appearing soon / a hero?? Bestowing us with their teachings & guidance? The world do need a modern day hero...someone who can fight off crimes & be the robin hood to the poor...Have you ever wished that you could have power's like those in the drama series "Heroes"? I do...& I would love to have sylars powers..or even Peters.....Imagine what I would do 1st...

1. Predict the coming jackpot numbers in every country....

2. Go give bush a big fat juicy punch

3. Get myself a cool costume

4. Make people listen to me!! & work for me (of korse for good deeds la)

5. Make Malaysia clean! & force our ministries to change & upgrade! kns!! oni know how to makan duit nia.

6. Appear in alot of politicians dream & become their god

sigh*

I don't think it will happen...but I do wish the aliens do land on earth, so "IT" can be the focus of everything rather than what you see on the newspaper daily..... If the aliens do land on earth, what do you think they would do? .... I think they will present to us the true answer we've been waiting for.....

" YOU're just one of our Lab mices!" kakakakaka!

importance of being a good neighbour~

2009-05-13T11:15:00.006+08:00

It happened on the 13th , 2 week ago, while I was doing my homework & my brother being in the bathroom, we could feel thumping & banging sounds coming from next door. In the begining, we thought it was someone shifting their furniture causing some sound effects, but soon those noises became more & more rampant like 2 person rolling on the floor/struglling amongst themselves. Out of no choice my "kapochi" mode are being put to use cause its too dangerous to have any incidents happening without us knowing at all what could have happened, right? so I went to the balcony area & spread my ears wide open >> all I could hear of is 2 man shouting & 1 was very near to the balcony... I told my brother ~" oh no~ 1 of them is at the balcony~* I hope nothing happens..." well, we are at the 8th floor...& I ain't wanna say anything more if you know what I mean~ ahem*... So things went on the following 30 mins with angry shouts ... *its all in Arab"... his friends from the neighbourhood came by, soon we could hear silence...ahh thank god~*

With the current H1N1 outbreak, seeing someone sneeze openly does sends shivers to my spine. I too was hit with a bad flu last week. Dripping continuously & lots of tissue paper came to my aid. It was only on the 4th day I went to see my doctor for a MC. When I sneeze, I will cover up or use a tissue to filter thru the droplets sent out by the powerful blow from my nose. I think everybody should behave this way, when they cough or sneeze..manners does count, & you can see how your family upbringing are being put to use. Yesterday morning was an example, I saw a uncle, he was sneezing, but what gross me out is the way he blows off his mucus... he doesn't have a handkerchief nor a tissue, the only mode he has was his hands. Pinching his nose, he targets his blow towards the open air (but what I saw was someone else's raincoat on the rail) & spontaneously blowing with all his might to clear the passage of his nose. Oh gosh~* Its sooo nasty. There was even once where while I was walking on the bridge from my office, an Indon fella just spit out from the bridge. Imagine motorcyclist passing by or pedestrians below the bridges?...Oh nasty. I think Singapore has got a more polished upbringing rather than our country. If I am not mistaken, Malaysians are rated the 4th/5th dirtiest people in the world. That I got to search for the page to share with you all. I can't say I disagree with them, but one sure example of a country's upbringing can be judge by the public toilets itself. You can see how tarnished / how clean the toilets are & you can judge how the people behaved in their own hygiene aspect. Not being rude, but its true facts. Our education minister should have a subject to teach about toilet cleanliness. If you know how to care for your toilet, I believe you will know how to care for your personal hygiene....

Facial room all for myself

2009-04-29T19:38:00.007+08:00

It would be lovely if I could attain a facial room . I designed this spa/facial room for some what something I would like to own in my home in the future . It took me at about 1 hr + or so to model & the placements of furniture's & test renders took me say about 1 day. I did it out of boredom & wanted to just keep the brain motors moving ;) Its cool to have a pampering corner all to yourself in a nicely lit dim room....Ahh~ blissful. This 3D rendering took me 8hrs 15 mins~...really siao...cause I used the ies lighting at full force. Normally I will just use vray lights which is normally very fast but this...some more I rendered it @ A4 size only....Well, I got to tell my mind, I will own this room one day ;) 1 fine day it will be achieved~ of course by then, the whole design would change again & with a better plan~ As for now, I think it looks cheap & affordable to the current trend... hehehehe!

neighbours~

2009-04-28T10:52:00.004+08:00

Past few months already, I have noticed that my next door neighbour loves to open his door grill & leave it ajar....it obstructs my entry but whats really annoying is the facts that he doesnt even care about the noise he's causing when he shuts his timber door which slams at a !@#$ damn painstaking pitch everytime he enters/leaves. He's actually a foreigner..from the middle east, this new tenant,( the previous was also a middle east national, but he was far better & cleaner) is single & have no commen sense at all to being polite around the neighbourhood. Only this morning he tweaked my patience when his nasty shoe sole came off & was lying on top of my sandals & it really triggered my anger to kick that dirty sole back to his entrance.Its not that I am being rude, but hey..come on, grill door swinging over to block my entrance, noisy door slamming action & now his shoes come flying over exceeding our invinsible border....with respect, you do your business, I do mine. We keep the place clean, its not only beneficial to me, but to every other residents on the block. Oh, at times, Malaysia just doesnt imply the common rule to secure house owners to rent their places out.The least they should do is underline the hygen & maintainence of the lot rather than allowing " fish, prawn, crab~" people wreack their units out. Also imply la "spot checks" or even make them pay for the damages they caused & blacklist them if they thought they can escape & go rent about other places & create a dirty nest outta it. Geram geram~ ...goto meditate...ammmmm~*

How to create flash game a?

2009-04-21T16:54:00.003+08:00

After creating such a funny group in FB (long piak group) inspired by my friend liz, I was pumped to make it more happening...but, its not as simple as it gets;cause...aside from us few bragging about our desire to slam against the wall, there ain't anything else to post. Likewise, the members are also adding up slowly...1 week, 34 members, not bad lo for starters cause the contents inside are still too weak to woo more people to join in.

SOooo, there I was creating the icon for a flash game I figured it could be an added asset to the group. Creating is easy, making the icons is easy but Howla wanna animate it & put in programming to make it move...this is challenging part but it might take a while for the game to be produced cause its either I hire someone to do the simple programming or find a friend who can help out abit with the input...vice versa..freeee or pay $$. I find this rather interesting to kick start part of my R&D for my coming projects. As long as there's passion, there's always a way to do it.....(hope I can churn out something in less than 2 weeks /++)

Wanted : Leg warmers~!

2009-04-20T17:57:00.006+08:00

Quite recently, out of all the blue, I find myself in a frenzy hunting for tights & leg warmers . Leg warmers, hmm I wore those back when I was a dancer, but really...where are they now? & honestly, its not easy to hunt for one decent looking leg warmer that doesn't resembles those "lala" fashion. Its either there's lacing to it, or there's a bulk of ribbon attached to it. Come on, sincerely, why can;t i find a decent looking plain & thick leg warmer... its either too thin / too fancy. Its more suitable for young pop* gals but hey, Malaysian importers, there are also ladies out there who needs to accessories elegantly without having a dash of "lala" essence to it... Is it that difficult to follow trend without being too fancy & colourful? I know, Malaysia is a hot country, but this are worn to our kaki* , so it doesnt matter actually~.... Any simple dancer leg warmers will do great too.... here's what i meant : great looking leg warmers....yeahh

Tambun lost world~

2009-04-14T23:42:00.003+08:00

My company made a list for staffs to tick whether onot they would like to go for a family trip. To our surprise, it was to the tambun lost world. Hey ,why not right?! Should be fun hanging out with a bunch of koliqs & marking our territory during our visit. I went thru the web page for tambun lost world & was so happy to see the list of activities available there. the variety is there, for a small venue, hey not bad man. I even have my other koliq who mentioned about water rafting. argh...I have been neglected of such activities..i want to try~ oni RM150 ...but go to travel quite a distance la, never mind, as long as there's a crowd to hang out with, then there's fun to share. Jom kawan kawan, lets plan an outdoor trip together ;)

internet bann again?

2009-04-03T09:39:00.006+08:00

As fresh as the morning breeze, I came into the office feeling pumped* to focus on my visions & as usual my R&D process. 2 things made it to my ears >>>>

1. I missed out on a great lunch session yesterday : in which I rugi ler~* (ssayang~*)

2. Internet will be ban starting from next week...!!!! wtf~!!!so we goto cherish the blissful time we have surfing the net today....

Ahhhh the agony.....ahhh the loneliness......ahhhh the feeling of being "katak bawah tempurung"...... tis suckz big time....what wrong with Wee? There are such people out there my dear friends, who just can't keep their mouth shut & wants to make other peoples life miserable outta no reasons..... Oh....humanz... mind your own business, if your were to really care, do it with a sincere heart & not for your own intentions.....

growing muscles on my shoulder

2009-04-01T23:31:00.012+08:00

A sudden wave of mood came.... I know I could ward off that feeling as I have told myself before, I can do it, I will do it..but at times, it makes you step back into the shadow again.... Maybe just a little bit more...a little bit more of positive enlightenment...I must tell myself that the positive "it" shall be there for me. focus..focus....

My shoulders are heavy & please help me carry off the load; as "enough is enough"...your joy rides are over, get real & start kicking in some$$ for yourself.

Gosh, wake up & smell the fresh air, there are many opportunities out there, financially stable 1st ;then only think outta the box...no more picking flowers in the jungle...its buying flowers direct from the florist!

I need a bunch of guyz like this to help me lift off the load from my shoulderz...ahh~ then it would be blissful....

video clip >> **(anyway these are my koliqs~ moving off a super heavy drawing cabinet...krazy weight, had a great laughing session)

This is a good example

2009-04-01T10:57:00.000+08:00

I've received this email from Liz this morning. Its a really good breakdown of an average Malaysian's expenditure...its really cool. Thumbs up for the Creator of this chart!

I think majority of us are facing this salary vs cost of living "crisis"...the RM just aint' strong enough to allow us to enjoy life as we did 10 years ago...the balance just ain't there. Singaporeans are enjoying life better...a bowl of ingredient filled curry mee would just cost them $3...compared to ours... less ingredients+ alot of taugeh!(yee i hate it) @ range from RM 4.50-RM 5 per bowl...sigh* example of a stupid over the top charges = my brother, his friend "ah boon" & mua took our KLDW guest to have a midnight supper @ jln alor (obviously there aint alot of hawker places at 2am)...Ah boon ordered a plate of wanton noodle...RM 6!! its just like any other typical wanton noodles out there~..sigh* what to do.... & its not tasty ;P kina sweet tasting..... ok..lets enjoy the chart~!

daily expenses??

2009-03-31T16:03:00.000+08:00

hohoho, my 2nd post....

With the current wave of the economic downturn, many were left high & dry...even I myself are struggling to pay monthly bills,only allowed to spend on groceries, cooking more often then ever (mostly vegies coz its cheaper), pitching jobs here & there @ super low deals..... all for whatleh? Like the animal kingdom, for survival sake.... At times its too hard to swallow coz the cost of spending a day's meal can even balloon up to RM 30 per day. The basic breakdown of a day's expenses on an average count :

1. breakfast = RM 2
2. lunch = RM 8
3. dinner = RM 8
4. parking = RM 6

TOTAL = RM 24/day
RM24 X 20 working dayz = RM 480

>> picture of my mom praying hard~for a better future for the entire family >>>>>>

Well, I presume you can say "hey, you can save one..." ..ya ya I know I can save....normally I would skip lunch or bring my own lunch box / cookz dinner, but this calculation is based on the purata rate of my daily expenses. I think RM500 isn't that bad for a single person to spend but there's a bigger cut from my pie chart that I would have to contribute to the other department* rather than just the mere RM500 (basic only)....sigh* ...I wish the RM is stronger, I wished it was RM 1 = USD 2, that way, malaysian's life would be better....Ah~ I wish ;P

Hey~ postla some of your expenses breakdown here & let's see if we are all walking the same line or is it just merely me alone??hmmmm......

startup kit

2008-09-13T13:45:00.002+08:00

actwow, i am blogging, learning to become an active blogger...i think blogging aint easy, u goto spoon out every brain innards to impress readers of your contents....let me think of something nice to blog or post...and i hope by doing so, i can have a column to look foward too & not be bored by...urm...not be boredla~